Friday, March 30, 2007

Haha. gt a long time didnt update. I am too lazy and i dun wanan to blog anymore. So ma fan. Partly because my password is too long and i also dun wanna to spend time on blogging.
My birthday had pass. Yuqi has given me a bear bear. Veri cute. Hehe. Thank you Yuqi.. I like it veri much. As well as the chocolate. Then we still went yvonne to celebrate. And thank you for smashing the cake on my face. Like. mag. kerrin and others. Yvonne! sorry nehx. Almost spoilt your tv and chair. HEhe..
SYF is coming soon. I find that the sec 2 and 3 are veri relax. Can you all just work hard for another 12 days? I really hate it. Some ppl practise. But the thing they practise does nt link to the song we are going to play during the syf! So this is kind of ridiculous. I dunno how to describe it. Haishx. Mr neo really going to be driven mad as he teach us the six eight feel. He keeps on dancing and had knock dent a marker! Isnt he pro?
K, this is my last post le. I'm not going to updateliao. See ya guys.

Friday, March 02, 2007

I am so depressed. BUt i wont give up!

OKie, i am so depressed.

Today, i played like shit. Cant get my tuning note done. as a result, i drag the whole flute section down. This is idiot! I hate it. I dunno what had happen to me today. thing dun go smooth for me. I hate it! "today is definitely not your day", mr er said. ya, that's true. Oh well, forget it. The more i dwell on it, e more i would feel sad. I just had to work hard tml den. Xin yi console me throughout the practice. Cos i really feel veri guilty about my playing today.

Many thing happened today. In zss, shuqun and on the way home from shuqun. Zx cry because of sth and i'm sad cos of my playing. Or rather, today is just not a day for band mates. We are going to die.

Another thing is, I had enough of teachers talking about, " you are an 4E1 student. So you had to set a role model for everyone in the school. We expect good grades, behaviour from you guys." This is stupid! Being a student in E1 isnt easy. Had to be perfect in every perspective. This is shit. It has been countless times since i heard this kind of comment from teachers. Stop it man. We are veri stress! Give us a break! Other ppl in school despise the ppl from E1 cos they think we are arrogant, proud and so on. Now, the teachers expect us to be good in everything. THis is kinda of shit. Y dun you teachers let us,current 4E1's students to go T1 and ask others go E1 and try to being a E1's student for a day. Then, you ask them whether it is stress and hard to be one. Giving us test almost weekly. We gt nine subjects! Not five! two tests per day. Are you teachers trying to drive us to become a nerd or lunatic?!

I'm going to delete my blog in a month time le.. No time to blog.